Dismantling

Leo (Jul 23 – Aug 22) – ‘You may be moodier than usual now that the Moon is in your sign. You could even swing from feeling very optimistic to down-and-out in just a few minutes. Don’t take decisive action based upon your emotions, for they will continue to change throughout the day. Allow a few days in order to make the most rational choice.’

Choice? What choice? There is no choice.

I don’t understand rationality. I only know pain and the entire spectrum of it. From the tiniest twinge to the most gut-spilling pulls. And that kind of pain- it is like an unborn child wrenched from the womb. It leaves you all at once hollow and bleeding and in pieces.

This is killing me. Inside, something has begun to wither and decompose. It gives off that fetid smell of death. And it’s not my love for you that is dying. It’s me. It is the soul of love that has chosen to leave.

Taurus (Apr 20 – May 20) – ‘Your natural desire to simplify your life may win out over an unnecessary emotional display…’

I will always love you, K, whether you stay or go. With all I have and whatever little is left of me.

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4 thoughts on “Dismantling

  1. @Taurus (Apr 20 – May 20) – ‘Your natural desire to simplify your life may win out over an unnecessary emotional display…’

    I’m taurian by birth, I do not think, there is any use of this philosophical prediction. OTOH, I feel that we try to behave as the prediction read instead of our natural behaviour which ends in real problem. Specially I had such an experience when I read Linda Goodman’s Sunsign and started behaving oddly in my teenage.

    I think we must take it as a humour and live our life as it was.

  2. We simply exist, silent, unaware
    Busy with minute mundane worldly care
    Occasionally find someone who’ll dare
    To ask why we came, and from here go where?

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