I don’t know if I am ready to move on from the many, many things and people that chain me to the past. I don’t know if I even know how to. What does it mean to move on? I have asked this question a hundred times to a hundred different people or more. I still don’t understand. I don’t think I have ever moved on. Moved forward, moved away, but not moved on. No.
But I know I need to learn this. Everyone else knows. How come I don’t? What was I doing when they were figuring it out.